Me P.P. I'm a people pleaser. So frustrated with myself at times. Why do I find it hard to say no and try to please people so much? I'm scared of offending em? I can't please everyone and I can't be like everyone. And I'm losing my people skills. I don't know how to make small talk with people anymore... I can't bring myself to want to know people anymore. I'm scared that I'm turning jaded and superficial. My heart and my mind's not engaged with people anymore. I live in blurry. Oh no. I'm morphing into a self-centred creature. I'm in one of my moods again. Is this juz PMS... or izzit more a defensive mechanism my mind comes up with to block out those long-ago stormy memories...